Job’s Defense

I’m Completely in the Dark

23 1-7 Job replied:

“I’m not letting up—I’m standing my ground.
    My complaint is legitimate.
God has no right to treat me like this—
    it isn’t fair!
If I knew where on earth to find him,
    I’d go straight to him.
I’d lay my case before him face-to-face,
    give him all my arguments firsthand.
I’d find out exactly what he’s thinking,
    discover what’s going on in his head.
Do you think he’d dismiss me or bully me?
    No, he’d take me seriously.
He’d see a straight-living man standing before him;
    my Judge would acquit me for good of all charges.

8-9 “I travel East looking for him—I find no one;
    then West, but not a trace;
I go North, but he’s hidden his tracks;
    then South, but not even a glimpse.

10-12 “But he knows where I am and what I’ve done.
    He can cross-examine me all he wants, and I’ll pass the test with honors.
I’ve followed him closely, my feet in his footprints,
    not once swerving from his way.
I’ve obeyed every word he’s spoken,
    and not just obeyed his advice—I’ve treasured it.

13-17 “But he is singular and sovereign. Who can argue with him?
    He does what he wants, when he wants to.
He’ll complete in detail what he’s decided about me,
    and whatever else he determines to do.
Is it any wonder that I dread meeting him?
    Whenever I think about it, I get scared all over again.
God makes my heart sink!
    God Almighty gives me the shudders!
I’m completely in the dark,
    I can’t see my hand in front of my face.”

23 Job confided to his friends.

Job: So once again you are telling me my complaint amounts to rebellion,
        that the heavy hand I feel upon me is smothering my groans?
    Would that I knew where to find Him.
        I would appear before Him.
    I would lay my case out before Him;
        I would fill up my mouth with arguments.
    And then I would finally learn how He would answer me,
        and I would understand what He tells me.
    Would He oppose me merely with His great power? Surely not!
        Surely He would show me the respect of listening to my argument.
    There, in that courtroom, a moral man might hope to reason with Him,
        and I would escape my Judge forever.

    Alas, wherever I go, ahead or behind,
        He is not there;
        I am unable to find Him.
    When He works on either side of me, I still cannot see Him.
        I catch no glimpse of Him.
10     But He knows the course I have traveled.
        And I believe that were He to prove me,
        I would come out purer than gold from the fire.
11     My foot has been securely set in His tracks;
        I have kept to His course of life without swerving;
12     I have not departed from the commands of His lips;
        I have valued everything He says more than all else.
13     He alone is one True God; who can alter Him?
        Whatever He desires within Himself, He does.
14     For He will carry out exactly what He has planned for me,
        and in the future there are more plans to come.
15     Therefore, I am deeply troubled before Him;
        when I ponder it at any length, I am terrified of Him.
16     Yes, God has melted my courage,
        and the Highest One has overwhelmed me with His terror.
17     He could have turned me aside when the darkness came,
        but He did not cut me off.
    Nor does He hide my face from the gloom that has now overtaken me.